UP WITH EMO

Meghan once said all straight men should have a 9:00pm curfew. I cannot agree with her more.

Scott, Vanessa and I went to a birthday kegger which turned out to be a lot of fun. Beer was consumed and much laughs were had. Afterwards we met up with Eric to venture onwards to Bubba's. For some reason Bubba's was extraordinarily popular, and they needed a bouncer. There was some douche ahead of us who got all his girl friends to come in front of him. Of course this upset me; we were all hungry and waiting in line isn't any fun. The douche asked me why I had such a problem with it because these are "hot" girls (he should have used the term slutty, but hey). I voiced my anger, and he became really pissy and, well, immature. He kept trying to slap me in the face and calling me all sorts of names. If Antonio was there he would have had his ass kicked, but unfortunately Antonio was behind us at the time and din't know what was going on. But I digress. This went on and on and I became more and more frustrated. I hated having to take that because of my stature. God, I would have done anything to be able to fucking level this walking abortion but, alas, I was not able to. Both Scott and Eric told me to keep my voice down, but I'm sick of doing that. On the way home I had to hold back tears and anger and frustration. When Eric said good bye and when I was alone with Scott in the middle of the street he asked me what was wrong...and I broke down. I just couldn't stop crying. I hid myself in the bathroom...I felt like such a fool. Everything just came crashing down around me. Scott was just...awesome and comforted me like he always does. Ugh. I think the fact that I have barely any money left helped bring-front the tears.

On a happier note, our sex life is better than ever--even when I didn't think it could get any better. To Scott's surprise I pseudo-acted out one of his fantasies--which turned out to be a pretty hott experience for both him and I. Fun times, says I. I never realised how much I'd love this role playing, but I do, so everyone wins!